I thought it made more sense if I could only keep you guessing

9:31PM

starglowpixie__   <<<New, Comment

Current mood: optimistic

(Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

9:21PM

I have a new journal.

(Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

9:18PM

Attention!

I Need to make $2,300  by May 23...

any Suggestions on how??

I am just about desprate at this point..

Current mood: hopeful

Current music: HP, Chamber of Secrets

(5 Stars to fill my dreams | Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

5:39PM

Im back. Christmas  was good. I ate alot. I got alot of money. Im saving up money for New york. So im not ganna spend it yet. I also had a crazy dream last night.

 Im stuck baby sitting on new years. this fucking blows.
Now I dont know what to do. Someone call me and make plans to get me out of this house.

okay bye

Current mood: refreshed

Current music: Distillers, The

(8 Stars to fill my dreams | Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

6:12PM - The crazzyyy life of marlene is nowwww...A SECRET!!!

Or dont comment, and i wont add you, so you cant read my journal anymore, either way is fine.

Current mood: thoughtful

Current music: Pixies

(8 Stars to fill my dreams | Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

9:04PM

NEW Screen Name (AIM):

StarGlowWuzHere

Add it loves, dont ask questions. :)

Current mood: content

Current music: BAy City Rollers

(Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

9:37PM

( View More... )

Current mood: blah

Current music: Rancid

(Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

7:02PM

And so a crack broke through the cloud
and the rain came flooding down,
and the rain came flooding in,
and out, and in and out.
It washed us all away,
clean and wet and beaming
And the birds were all happy
And the plants were all happy
And the whole world sang.
God isn't crying.
He's just laughing so damn hard.



Just like that, I am a child again
with one word answers
and no shoes on
with messy hair
and cunning eyes,
standing in the storm.

Current mood: relaxed

Current music: Katy Rose

(Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

9:44AM

My head is made up of memories
Most of them useless deliousions
This room is bored of rehursle
Im sick of the boundries
Im miss you so much

Current mood: melancholy

Current music: The Distillers

(Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

9:40PM

Today was stupidddddd
First my family came over like at 7 in the morning,
so when i woke up like at 10 i looked like crap because i didnt even take off my makeup before going to bed the night before cause i was sooo tired, and you cant even imagine how hiddeouse i looked,
and got up to get a drink and my Aunts and uncles and cousins were just like...
heeyyy Marly, how are you?
are you sick?
hah, yah then we went to eat at olive garden and then my aunt took me to the mall and i got my costume its really cute.
Then Livy called me to goto the hairy man festival with her and her friend sam.
So my aunt dropped me off and we went.
It was pretty lame but Livy and i spray painted our hair pink and green, i dont think her friend sam liked me. but whatever.
Until Matraca came, I spray painted green streaks in her hair and it looked awsome, then we got tattoos (fake) and Livy got one that was a Sherriff Star, and matraca and i got chinese symbols, hers means Eternity and mine means Beautiful...There awsome, i must say...
And yah We went on the big inflatable slide things like 24254325435 times without tickets cause we made friends with the girl who was working there.
Then we saw Chase and Hunter there (big suprise...) and sum other kids that they were with but i didnt care to find out there names and we hung out with them for like 20 minutes.
and blah blah blahh... matraca and I got kina annoyed with livy after a while cause of some thingggss.
Then we went to blockbuster and rented the movie "Dolls" it scared the shit out of Livy and I cause we both are freaken terrifide of porcelin dolls, and it was just about dolls killing adults and sparing the childrens lives cause kids played with them.
and yah i felt like a loser.
After that, i didnt want to go home and be by myself so i went to matracas and hung out with her and her sister Felicity.
Then i came home.

Tomorrow Matracas coming over and we are dying eachothers hair.
Its great.
Im great.
shes great.
your great.
The end

PEACE!

Current mood: sleepy

Current music: The walflowers

(Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

8:03AM

Wow, Last night was about 80% to being awsome.
Im So glad we got the concert overwith.
I could sing it like you wouldnt belive,
but I had the worst stage fright.
I was afriad of falling in my really ugly shoes and dress that i kept steping on when i was going up the stairs to the stage.
but i didnt fall,
none of us did.
we were worried about that too and we said that if one of us falls
then we all had to fall with them
that didnt happen luckily.

LKDSJLKSJFDALKSDJF;LASKJFD;LKASJFD;LKASJFDLSKJF

After that matraca left, so it got 20% LESS awsome,
but Livy and I still went to Conners Party.
only about 25 kids were there though..
It sucked for the most part,
But Livy and I Played Pool
To Make time go by faster,
We didnt wanna just leave and be mean
cause shes going out with conner.
and blah blahhh bllaaahhhhhh
Look and Thoooosseeee BELOWW!!


( Choir is COOL! )

Me: WOW, Ms.Goodner is ****ing psyco
Becca: I know! She just made us sing about 4 and 20 black birds being baked
in a pie on stage...infront of PEOPLE...
Matraca: Wait, THATS what we were singing about?


I have no idea what will go down today,
Im either going to the hairy man festival with Livy and Matraca
Or Austin Park N Pizza...
Or if all fails Ill goto the mall to get my coustume and other halloween suplies.
Oh and Its Xavier throwing the party instead, Livys still grounded.
And Im sad cause if Xavier doenst switch schools, hes ganna have to SHAVE HIS HEAD!!! ugh, why cant Mr.Black Make anything easy on us?
Well if he does, Me and Matraca are ganna visit him aaaalll the time at CD FULKS (bllaaahhhh!)

Current mood: jubilant

Current music: The postal service

(Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

7:15AM - Scuse me while i kiss the sky

You ShouLd Be In My SpaCE
You ShouLd bE iN mY LifE!

<333!!!!!!!

Current mood: crazy

Current music: COLD PLAYYYYY

(2 Stars to fill my dreams | Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

3:21PM - I dont want to live past 45 years of age.

So im inlove with a Sophmore
Hes tall
With brown hair
Blue eyes
I have no idea what his name is
But hes beautiful.

Current mood: hopeful

Current music: Watching Hariet the Spy

(3 Stars to fill my dreams | Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

7:36AM

Im in MultiMedia

I took these Pictures and edited them in photoshop

Current mood: cold

Current music: The Ataris

(1 Stars to fill my dreams | Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

7:22PM

My best rhymes
were well timed
with my heart beat.



Wether love loss
or blood loss

on a dark street.



Bang.

Bang.

Those bullets sang.



People ran,

from the murdered man.

(Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

9:18AM

I guess i havent been updating this in awhile have i? oh well, i have a life, get over it.

Friday: After school i went to Rachels humble abode, We played guitar until her mother took us to guitar center,and we didnt have as much fun as i expected, it was awkward, i wanted to leave...dont ask..but after that was pretty nice, Rachels mother took us to souper salad, and it started raining and we drove through whoopy hill, and stuck our head out of the car and got wet and after guitar center the rest of the night went by just famously.

Saturday: It was my fathers birthday, i didnt get to see him all day because he was out with my mom i think at a casino in chorpus christi getting wasted, so went i woke up aprill invited me to the mall and her rents took us, and not planning on having much fun, I ended up having ablast, I hung out with MEL AND BRITNEY, Reham, timmy, lauren, max, and isabelle!! hoorraay!!! i havent seen them sence forever, i miss them so much, everyone left me and went to highschool, now im stuck with nobody but 5 friends and the most here at deer park.
Anywhore, Mel, Reham, britney and I got orange and red hair dye and sprayed our hair and it looked HOTT!, and we attacked timmy with it and his hair looked awsome. and then we did some other peoples hair that we didnt know haha, but they werent mad. And some radio station went to the mall and mel and britney went up on stage and dance "the inoproptiet way" and there dance got cut off, heehhee, but they got cool hats!!
Then Aprill met up with us and i met her friends, Noah, and i dont know the other kids name but we hung out with them for like 30 minutes and i wrote "I love marlene" on Noahs back with hair dye, and we sprayed dye everywhere on his pants and on his head, after we were done he got alittle mad but he got over it, he couldnt stay mad at me. teeheehee**
Then I had to sneak britney, isabelle , lauren, and max in a movie with me and we saw shark tale, it was packed so we had to lie down on the floor. the movie wasnt as good as i thought it would but hey, it had its moments, then it was like 9 30 and everything was closed, so we said our goodbyes and went home.

Sunday: I went to a race that my dad was in, i took pictures of him running it, a 8 mile run (they came out awsome too)and he beat rick perry. And to make a long boring story short, I got grounded from my camera, and i went out for a run at 11 o clock at nite. sunday was bad. except for the taking pictures and running.

Now im In multi meadia. and ms rogers called my mom. This day wont be very good until it rains. witch i am planning on skipping chior to play in!!!

And im done. <3333

Current mood: annoyed

Current music: Motley Crue

(Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

4:51AM

Im not wearing a shirt, or shoes, I geuss no one will service me?

Current mood: awake

Current music: The darkness

(1 Stars to fill my dreams | Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

9:21AM - Gold Dust.

Starting over, Its the hope you get into new beggenings that make you feel good, Only its hard to change the habbits that you feel need to be changed. Especaily if you cant recongize what they are. Each time its sopposed to be different, and for a split moment, it is.




Sometimes, people get lost, they dont know who they are, and they lose there identety, They simpley wont face who they have become. I remember spinning when i was younger, to lose my concensness. Adults,find different ways though, most of the time, its drinking.

And somtimes, a trip inside yourself is the only way out.
We always look for answers anywhere, but ourselves

Current mood: Im sad but im laughing

Current music: Lucy in the sky with diamonds- I cant stop listening to this

(4 Stars to fill my dreams | Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

9:34AM

REST IN PEACE
9/24/04

ZEV GARFINKLE

Your brilliance hasnt ended.
your times end came without warning.
This door has closed.
And as always, another one opens.
A better one.
God has a bigger plan for you.
I believe.
But not in this life.
Just not in this world.
No, not in our time.
An Einstien in another world.
A better world.

Ill meet you on the otherside.

<333

Current mood: depressed

Current music: The beatles, Let it be

(4 Stars to fill my dreams | Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)

6:52AM

I'm vanishing...
I miss me.
The old me.
The one that made me proud.

Current mood: discontent

Current music: Katy Rose

(Tangerine Tangerine, Living in a reflection of a dream)